Don't really have any. Love doesn't belong in this world. All that matters is greed and Delusion and Exploitation and Manipulation and Domination and When you try to Love you get punished For deviating from the Evil creed.
Hope 2
I'm so scared of hope. Seems a dangerous thing to Cling to but cling to Something we must and In order to live we must Love. What better purpose for hope. No, what other purpose. The sun wheels over my Head unrelentingly hot And reminds me of my Frailty - skin, muscle, bones But an … Continue reading Hope 2
I Just Don’t Get It
That's the most worrying thing. Logic generally being Indicative of right action From right thoughts From constructive intentions. Sigh. It's not like I'm not used to the World not making sense but People I care about, "sigh" just Doesn't cut it. And the worst part is I lied. Which is also ironic because I do … Continue reading I Just Don’t Get It
Anxiety
Fills me. Too many stimulants today. Still, I feel it's rooted in a Reality I can't quite perceive. Distant - like her. And honestly that's what I'm anxious about. So many reasons to be Anxious. Well, one. Agonising love. Under the circumstances. Belief is not something I Like to indulge in but I Must believe … Continue reading Anxiety
Bright Star
Her eyes seemed all The brighter, the more I knew of the darkness In her past, all around her; She shone through Like a spark igniting oil. Because she shone so Bright through such black She was perceived as she was: Beautiful Caring Intelligent. Yet, her perception was Guided by the pain She couldn't escape. … Continue reading Bright Star
So Many Feelings
I've never felt before. It all started with You. Words could not describe. But since, uncharted waters. It's as if falling in Love with you changed Me, turned me into a New man. Sobriety helps, of course. Sobriety you inspired. Sobriety that weighed Heavily upon you, but I've since realised the Pressure you said you … Continue reading So Many Feelings
Niece Marley
Great-grandma says she Remembers being your Age now, and younger. So listen up: You are the most Precious thing in the World to me and there Is nothing I wouldn't do No sacrifice I wouldn't make To love and protect you. Especially if for whatever Reason your parents are Not able to. My promise to … Continue reading Niece Marley
Addiction
Burns, everything Alive, dying, dead, inside Our minds, souls, but Not our hearts united Through the adversity of Our circumstantial hell. Running under everything. Subterranean strength. I, love, you. Always will. So burn, baby. Burn, so bright You blind those who Can't handle your heat And won't, like me When the smoke Finally clears: Be … Continue reading Addiction
“Our Kids”
I'll always remember You saying that like It was yesterday. I have seen the future. There are two possibilities. In one I never see you again. I'll probably travel. Might write a book. Will do my best to enjoy Life Despite your absence. Ever despair your absence. Like almost literally Missing my heart. In the … Continue reading “Our Kids”
If You Want To Know
What you did to me: Imagine a seed. You planted it. Watered it. It sprouted. You sunshone it. It grew. You sang to it. It budded. You loved it. It flowered. It loved you back. You neglected it. It wilted. You lied to it. It turned brown. You betrayed it. Insulted it. Threatened it. Abused … Continue reading If You Want To Know