My Foolish Heart

It fell for another so Worthy of love. But trapped by a mind and body So tortured as to not know it. Tragedy so painful. The pain never ends. My heart yearns for hers still. But she is so distant. It was her choice. Whatever it is that I did wrong I wish that I …

I Love Her

And I have to believe she Will come back to me. That she will reflect on what Happened between us. On how things went wrong. There is nothing more Important to me than love. And there is no-one I love more Than Her. I know she felt the same way. The connection was between us. …

So Fucking Unhappy

I hate my life. All I want is love. But I get none. I have so much to give. But no-one wants it. My only hope now is that One night I'll die in my sleep. Or that one day I'll finally find The courage to kill myself. Fuck this world Full of dishonest, delusional, …

The Simple Choice

Does she want real love From me? Or false love From him? Life is short. But love is long. Does she want to live out A lie for the rest of her life? Or be loved for eternity by me? I hope the latter. Because she knows how much Love I have to give. How …

You Can See It In Her Face

Her beautiful face. Born with a pure, caring heart Twenty-seven summers ago. People took advantage. And kept taking advantage. So she started burying her heart. The more she was hurt The deeper her heart would sink But it was too late. Soon, being exploited And used and abused was All she knew. So much so …

Dystopian Reality

What world is this? Where I can fall in love yet Feel more lonely than ever before. What world is this? Where injustice can persist No matter the cruelty and totality Of its toxicity. What world is this? Where She can love me but Hurt me more than could Eternal hellfire. This world. This world …

I Finally Called Her

Well, tried to. She blocked me Who knows how long ago. Fuck this world. Fuck those pieces of shit Who manipulated her Against me. Fuck that dog, coward, predator Who stole her out from Underneath me. But most of all: Fuck addiction. It was doomed right from the start. I couldn't help falling In love …

When I See Her Again (Haiku)

I will hold Her hand. I should have never let go. And will not again.

Would I Do Anything Different?

If given my time with her over again. No. Sometimes I wish I'd kissed her. Slept with her. Shit I wanted to. But I chose to respect our recoveries. Unlike him. Who preyed on her. Unlike them. Who manipulated her against me. I just wish she'd reflect On what happened. She split on me. If …

I Still Love Cats

Apparently "Princeton" (never was a fan of royalty) didn't want to be picked up. Both paws on neck, and bit a chunk out of my head like it was an apple. Post traumatic stress for days 😔 But all good now.