Hope 3

Don't really have any. Love doesn't belong in this world. All that matters is greed and Delusion and Exploitation and Manipulation and Domination and When you try to Love you get punished For deviating from the Evil creed.

Hope 2

I'm so scared of hope. Seems a dangerous thing to Cling to but cling to Something we must and In order to live we must Love. What better purpose for hope. No, what other purpose. The sun wheels over my Head unrelentingly hot And reminds me of my Frailty - skin, muscle, bones But an …

I Just Don’t Get It

That's the most worrying thing. Logic generally being Indicative of right action From right thoughts From constructive intentions. Sigh. It's not like I'm not used to the World not making sense but People I care about, "sigh" just Doesn't cut it. And the worst part is I lied. Which is also ironic because I do …

Anxiety

Fills me. Too many stimulants today. Still, I feel it's rooted in a Reality I can't quite perceive. Distant - like her. And honestly that's what I'm anxious about. So many reasons to be Anxious. Well, one. Agonising love. Under the circumstances. Belief is not something I Like to indulge in but I Must believe …

Bright Star

Her eyes seemed all The brighter, the more I knew of the darkness In her past, all around her; She shone through Like a spark igniting oil. Because she shone so Bright through such black She was perceived as she was: Beautiful Caring Intelligent. Yet, her perception was Guided by the pain She couldn't escape. …

So Many Feelings

I've never felt before. It all started with You. Words could not describe. But since, uncharted waters. It's as if falling in Love with you changed Me, turned me into a New man. Sobriety helps, of course. Sobriety you inspired. Sobriety that weighed Heavily upon you, but I've since realised the Pressure you said you …

Niece Marley

Great-grandma says she Remembers being your Age now, and younger. So listen up: You are the most Precious thing in the World to me and there Is nothing I wouldn't do No sacrifice I wouldn't make To love and protect you. Especially if for whatever Reason your parents are Not able to. My promise to …

Addiction

Burns, everything Alive, dying, dead, inside Our minds, souls, but Not our hearts united Through the adversity of Our circumstantial hell. Running under everything. Subterranean strength. I, love, you. Always will. So burn, baby. Burn, so bright You blind those who Can't handle your heat And won't, like me When the smoke Finally clears: Be …

“Our Kids”

I'll always remember You saying that like It was yesterday. I have seen the future. There are two possibilities. In one I never see you again. I'll probably travel. Might write a book. Will do my best to enjoy Life Despite your absence. Ever despair your absence. Like almost literally Missing my heart. In the …

If You Want To Know

What you did to me: Imagine a seed. You planted it. Watered it. It sprouted. You sunshone it. It grew. You sang to it. It budded. You loved it. It flowered. It loved you back. You neglected it. It wilted. You lied to it. It turned brown. You betrayed it. Insulted it. Threatened it. Abused …