This guy is pure gold. Hilarious. Often has a great message about mental health, too. Subversion of toxic masculinity and homophobia. Never enjoyed watching fishing or cooking until he came along. Awesome. https://fb.watch/77fgKtPlYZ/
Bought Borderlands 3
$30, down from about $80 on Steam. Winning.
Seizure
Probably I will never See her again, but If there is the slightest Chance, opportunity to Have her heart I Will take it. I will grasp it With both hands and Never let go. The winds of time will End my life and Decompose my body But remaining standing For eternity will be Me. My … Continue reading Seizure
The Hedgehog’s Dilemma
Neon Genesis Evangelion was pivotal to my formative years. I closely identified with the character Shinji Ikari - who, in hindsight, displays autistic traits. I was about the same age as Shinji when I discovered Evangelion airing on Australia's multicultural channel: SBS. The Hedgehog's Dilemma is something I can relate to, in terms of my … Continue reading The Hedgehog’s Dilemma
Jesus Stole My Girlfriend
I mean, she wasn't my girlfriend. Although I had high hopes. And Jesus didn't really steal her. He was more the wedge driven between us. Then the Devil stole her. Has her still. https://open.spotify.com/track/5p6GEo6wrwLpicbGyNH1A4?si=nOoYuUYjTLWASDrfTV6ytw&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1
The Hardest Part
Is that it's as if it was supposed to be obvious that she had no romantic interest in me. That of course I was not good enough for her. The contempt I felt from others, and her, back then was both palpable and visceral. Devastating. The sense of hopelessness and loss of self-esteem, despite my … Continue reading The Hardest Part
Rosemary
I don't fall in love too easily. In fact my type seems to be quite rare. But boy, when I fall in love, do I fall hard. Lo-fi will always remind me of her.
Moving On Up
People are saying I should Forget about you. Move on. But they're fools. I have an enormous heart. And a powerful mind. There's room inside both of Them, for you. Whether I see you again Or not. And if I am doomed to Scream at an uncaring Universe, for the rest of my days. Tortured … Continue reading Moving On Up
Realisation
Beyond love. Happiness. Purpose. She made me feel Me. More like me Than I've ever felt. Or felt since. And I miss that. I miss feeling truly me. And of course for That reason and So many others: I miss her. Every day. All day. Her.
How
Can you write something like that about a person, then turn your back on them. Could I have done anything so unforgivable that you could abandon me. Could I feel so loved by you, yet apparently not be at all. I can live the rest of my life without you. But I don't want to. … Continue reading How
