Sunflower

Light fades but She is a source of energy Turned toward my Dying spirit hers Fills my empty soul With life until I Cannot ignore her No matter how far away We are from each other My heart is now Populated by her benevolent Force of love and I Am forever tethered Connected to her …

Solitude

Bliss, drowned in Eternal infinity. Screaming silence. Muted howling. Days melt into nights Into more rotations Of seemingly the exact Same thing. Every day. Every night. Alone in crowded Rooms dry weeping. Desirous of connection But it's impossible. No heart. It was stolen. By her whom Disappeared and She has it still In loving hands …

Dreamweaver

She exists for Now. As do I for Her. Every dream a Nightmare compared To waking to A pleasant dreamlike World in which She is reality. Unless she appears, too, In my dreams I, I can only hope Because, for now. For now. Hopefully not for Ever. She is lost to my Eyes and ears …

Injustice

The world is off its Axis. Of evil. The battle goes on. Normally consumed with global Teeming, masses of human Cruelty Against itself. Every so often. Just occasionally. Torturously painfully. Injustice hits right at home. And only this once. Hopefully. At the core of my heart. I writhe in white hot pain but Seem normal. …

Salted Wound

He smiles but I see the shame or At least I want to. Humanity, lacking. All's fair in love and war bah! This is not love. This is addiction. Obsessive behaviour. Flirting with enough Rope to hang himself. He strangles my heart With fairy floss and My heart is diamond. When will the circus Leave …

Abandonment

"Anytime". The word rings in my ears Like church bells at the Outbreak of war. Church bells at the outbreak of Marriage. Cognitive dissonance. My ears ring with Injustice. Emptiness. Mourning. Hope. It's a woman's prerogative to Lie. I surmise with the information At hand. Hands that yearn. As extensions of my heart. Feet that …

Betrayal

Can't sleep. Can't eat. Anger fights with kindness. Death fights with life. Bass notes thump like a headboard. Physical being, yes. Still. Reluctantly, for now. Spirit spirals into the darkest deepest hole. Heart, empty. Hollow(ed out). Despair. Remorse. Regret. Injustice. Resolve. Strength. Power. Passion. Patience. Forgiveness. Endless love.

Autism Poem

Why do they lie The humans Always lying And what's worse they Seem to believe their own Lies I know the hearts of Men and women And when their hearts Say things that Don't match with their Words and deeds Yet they lie and I Weep Not for their disrespect Toward me (Because they mean …

Yearning

Barren land burns Under a relentless sun. Freezes nightly. Cold, then searing winds blow. Always howling Mournfully, for the rain. Rain it knew. Rain it hopes for. Yearns for. Feeling close to death it cracks; Loses all but its last gasping Life, and fears all its love. But, in two years, ten Maybe seemingly an …

Love in the Time of Coronavirus – July 5, 2020

Shit day. Ended up burning my fingers in the kitchen. Pretty much sums things up. Anxiety doesn't help with maintaining a grip on reality but I feel like when I let my instincts take over things tend to go as ok as I have control over. "What comes from the heart goes to the heart." …