I don't fall in love too easily. In fact my type seems to be quite rare. But boy, when I fall in love, do I fall hard. Lo-fi will always remind me of her.
Month: July 2021
Moving On Up
People are saying I should Forget about you. Move on. But they're fools. I have an enormous heart. And a powerful mind. There's room inside both of Them, for you. Whether I see you again Or not. And if I am doomed to Scream at an uncaring Universe, for the rest of my days. Tortured … Continue reading Moving On Up
Realisation
Beyond love. Happiness. Purpose. She made me feel Me. More like me Than I've ever felt. Or felt since. And I miss that. I miss feeling truly me. And of course for That reason and So many others: I miss her. Every day. All day. Her.
Facebook Page
I've created a Facebook page. It's mainly about publicising this blog, so some of you (if you follow the page) will see posts you've never seen before while others may be seeing repeats. Otherwise, I might be posting other thoughts that come to mind about autism and/or love as I go about my days. I … Continue reading Facebook Page
Tears In Rain
I've seen a woman, you people wouldn't believe. Hmm. Her soul on fire, almost burned out. I've watched her ascend to Heaven, and agree with God, and her father, that she would live. All those, moments, will be gone, in time, like tears, in rain. Blade Runner https://open.spotify.com/track/2LxEIWrZkzfc55c3rk05DH?si=lmnbAxmvQmiaswaOztqKIA&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1
Never Will I Ever
Forget locking eyes with her, and Begging, pleading, in my mind: "My darling I'm dying End my torture Please Tell me how you feel." But she didn't. And I walked away. But I didn't stop trying. And I never will.
Motivation
If you are not the Man the woman Of your dreams wants: Become him. And, if she still Does not want you. You will become the man Of another woman's dreams.